Missing

What a weird couple of weeks it has been. Just so much happening, and no rest for the wicked. Yanno how that goes? And sorry to those who think my blog has become a smut porn blog... It hasn't. I shared a bit of my other work, but I am over it now. I'll keep it where it hangs out normally rather that offend any more sensitive types. It's amazing how fast people get their panties in a bunch over a blog that isn't even THEIRS!

So what has been happening you ask. Lemme give you the condensed version:

• Uncle passed away quite suddenly
• Go to Nashville for work... Get stranded when work vehicle dies
• Only rental vehicle to be found to get home was a big HUGE super duper extended POS Dodge truck.. No others available because of the Man/Boy love conference in the genteel southern city of Nashville. *eyeroll*
• Come down with deadly cold/sinus/cough general schmegma thing that brings a 103 temp for 8 straight days.
• Find out stepson is being deployed to Iraq.
• Watch hubby have a mild meltdown over it.
• Had another cancer scare, but had to wait for TWO WEEKS before the doc finally called and told me.. oops... just kidding.

Anyhoo.. this is the tip of the iceberg. When I sober up from the Nyquil, I may expand on the points. Then again I might forget due to the fever. *hehe*

Be well and hug a loved one today. Its better than choking the shit out of a stranger :)

More Smut

This one is for someone special. You know who you are.

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Welcome Home

©copyright 2005, PK all rights reserved

Naked on the couch I watch you walk into the door.....shoulders tense from a long hard day at work. I wordlessly walk over to you...easing your tie off...slowly unbuttoning your shirt, taking your shoes and pants off....then finally your boxers. I reach over and take a jar of coconut oil, dropping three exquisite drops onto your slumbering member. You twitch a little as the oil runs down the length of you to nestle in your curls. I reach out with my fingers, and as each delicate caress finds you, you catch your breath.

As I follow my fingers with my tongue...a soft moan escapes you....darting teasingly. My tongue follows the vein that is now starting to throb as you grow in my mouth. Balls hanging full...I cup them, making you grunt with flaming longing. As I cup you, I feel each quite clearly with my thumb and forefinger, drawing a caressing finger over each before abandoning them. For a moment you look bereft, groaning in frustration.

I stand and begin to suck on your ear...pouring more oil on your member , smoothing, kneading, circling your engorged erection. Oiled fingers wander and circle your anus...thumb wiggling over the sensitive skin....slowly inching into you. I look into your eyes...and you see my longing, imploring you to keep silent. The tip of your erection moist and pearled in arousal...it pleases me...so I drop down to the floor, bringing you with me...and straddle your dusky, glistening body. Clinging to you...I kiss you deeply...hands cupping your buttocks...roaming up over your strong back. I lean back and smile .....lowering onto you...taking you with studied slowness, inch by glorious inch....thick, warm and to the hilt. "Very nice"...I whisper in your ear.

Sighing you clutch my hips, rearing up hard and suddenly into me...making me gasp in surprised pleasure. I laugh and withdraw to your tip...then lowering hard...this time it is you who cry out. With ritualistic slowness, I repeat the action, watching your ecstatic face, feeling your hands reach up, cup my breasts...clasping & unclasping...fingers rolling my nipples. I feel oil dripping over my hips, running down the channel to my ass - and I squirm at the sensation. Your hands back on my hips, cupping my ass...making splendid squelching noises as you handle it impatiently.

I rise from your lap...your hardness slipping out of me....and I groan at its leaving. But then I turn...your hands still gripping me....and lean over the foot ottoman behind me....offering you a complete view of my behind. I feel your thighs brush the backs of mine, the hairs tickling yet arousing me at the same time. I turn my head...craning to see you...but you are only focused on one thing. Hard cock in your hand,...you begin to rub it over the length of my ass, slickly passing through the fragrant oil. I press into you...letting you know that I too am wanting what you want. To be possessed in this unforbidden way.

Your tip pressed against my soft hole....so tight, yet clenching with anticipation. Never had you been like this with me yet...both of us so aroused, yet a little unsure. I push gently back into you, feeling the tip begin to inch into me. We both stop, allowing my muscles to adjust to you...both of us taught with desire. You bend over me, nipping at the flesh on my shoulder....marking me as yours....as you slowy make your way into my passage - desperately trying to resist the urge to quickly take me. Almost there....I am quivering with the pleasure/pain of it....my muscles clenching you wildly. The oil serves to make it easier....but also to make you slide in quicker. As you enter me almost completely, I cry out...thrusting my bottom further into the air...enticing you to further boldness.

I reach my hand down...and feel where our bodies are joined....an electric jolt passing through my body at our wantonness. The pleasure extreme, perhaps at times too acute, could not last long for either of us. I am too full...so tight....completely overwhelmed at the sensations. Craning my head around again....my eyes plead with you for release....and as you bend in close you thrust your tongue deep into my mouth, and I scream in unbearable delight as my body goes rigid through the sublime waves of ecstasy your body is showing mine. Grinning at my body's twitching, a chuckle escapes you , but then quickly turns to surprise as I clench strongly around you as you thrust and slither.....ramming into me. Now your look is one of greedy determination, so overcome with need and heady pleasure..thrusting mindlessly....grabbing me...imprisoning me motionless with your hands....targeting my very core. Another fierce climax hits me...wave after wave of the most intense pleasure rocketing through to my very soul. I arch my back as I cry out for you, clenching you one last time as you find your own magnificent release.....deep inside me, joined so intimately.

We collapse into a heaving heap on the floor....words failing either of us. Sore and sensitive from your loving abuse....I reach out for your hand....pulling you to your feet....and leading you to the jacuzzi in the moonlit bathroom. Seeing the candles...and the steaming water,...you tenderly take my face into your hands, and softly kiss me, pulling me close...reassuring me. Together we climb into the water...me leaning against your chest as you recline...arms wrapped around each other. I tip my head back...and kiss you lightly on the lips...whispering "welcome home baby".......

Story Time

Some of you know that in my alter ego I write erotica for a friend's website. I have been writing for many years now, and I thought that just because its Thursday... and its dreary outside, I would share a story here to warm us all up. It is very graphic, so if that offends you please stop now and I promise things will be back to normal tomorrow. Until then... I hope you enjoy.

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Enchanted By Vixxen

©copyright 2005, PK all rights reserved

Picture us, kneeling chest to chest, thigh to thigh, hands seeking out all that is foreign.......shy one moment, bold the next. I rub against you, you nuzzle between my breasts, loving the warm softness. Listening to the wonderful velvety quality to your voice as you whisper softly in my ear - telling me what it is you want.

Leaning over you pick up our shared glass of wine, sipping from the glass....and slowly pouring some of the golden liquid over my shoulder and watching as it courses across my breasts - leaning forward to lick it as it starts to drip off of my pointed nipples. I reach around and cradle your buttocks, loving the way they clench in need.

I gently push you back....greedy to taste you...yet wanting to explore every inch of your body. With exquisite, agonizing slowness...I start to lick from just behind your right ear...stopping to nip at the skin on your shoulder...taking my time over your erect nipples...to lave them with my tongue...making them wet and oh so sensitive to my touch.

Down further I go, my hair trailing over your body...arousing as it falls. Stopping to take my time with your belly button....making love to it with my tongue. You grasp handfulls of my hair, gently but firmly tugging me....guiding me...needing me to take you. Remembering how I woke that morning to find pillows beneath my belly, so that my ass was offered up to you.....you behind me holding me wide open by the thighs and thrusting with majestic tenderness at my very core, I look up into your eyes, and smile...knowing that my exquisite awakening would serve to urge me to bring you to a roaring climax.

As I find my way down over your hip...nibbling and swirling my tongue over your heated skin....I hear a soft moan escape as my hair grazed your hardness....and I dip my head lower. Down across your right thigh...crouched between your legs...my breast softly touching your leg...hardening them even more. I gradually lower myself so that I am laying between your spread legs...still licking...always touching...searching for the things you like the most.

I put my hands beneath your bent knees....and gently push your legs towards your chest....my lips seeking out your sac...to suckle and tease. Seeing you open to me like this only serves to arouse me more....loving this give and take....so open and free with our bodies. Still staying away from your hardness....only softly blowing on its underside....nuzzling your sac with my nose....my tongue exploring in earnest.. I lick down from your thigh....down, down....further until I feel the fullness of your ass.....nipping you....moaning as you tense in pleasure...

Knowing how much you love being pleasured this way...I keep coaxing moans.... tempting you to lose control... Finally I am completely at your core...my tongue dancing around your sensitive hole.....then without warning I take one long lick with the flat of my tongue over the skin at your opening - making you jump. My tongue forms a point....and gently eases into you...thrusting - wetting you.... Up over the underside of your balls, the base of your cock, then finally over then silky hard skin to the very tip...stopping only to swirl around the rim... I hear you suck your breath in...and it only fires my need to please you more. As I raise up over your cock...you look at me knowing that I will finally take you into my mouth. But I stop.

I keep climbing up your body....kissing..yet looking you in the eye....straddling you...kissing your neck....lifting my hips, and holding you at my moist entrance... As I begin to slowly lower myself onto you....adjusting to the fit...I lean over you...my hair falling like a veil over us...I take your bottom lip into my mouth... suckling...and then fully kissing you deeply as you fill me completely. My muscles clench around you....rippling over you as if coaxing you to spill into me....and again I stop. Still pulsing inside my hotness, I begin to pull away from your lips...lost in the feeling of sensual connection...the heat in your eyes telling me all I need to know. I slowly pull up...as you slip from my sheath...and I groan with the frustration of missing your warmth.

I dismount....and place myself again between your legs....leaning in to take you into my mouth fully....tasting myself, my arousal, my need on you. Pre-cum mingling with my juices...then further you slide into my mouth...and throat...the tightness causing you to growl.... seeking release. I take your hand, and place it on the back of my head.....your fingers curling into the locks and beginning to tug. When you sense my readiness you begin to guide my head...up and down... slowly...building toward a common goal. I move my body to the side a bit, straddling your leg...and you feel my wetness leaking out onto your leg - knowing that I am as aroused by this as you. My hand sneaks up...and cups your sac...gently massaging you...feeling them tighten. As I grip your shaft...you groan again...and I sense the need to quicken the pace a bit. I uncurl your fingers from my hair...place my hands on either side of your hips...and begin to suck...all the way to the tip.....the quickly down your shaft until it is deep in my throat. Moans escape from my lips....humming softly on your cock....my head thrashing now...hair flinging over your body....as I frantically swallow all of you....

As you look down & see the passion fog my eyes to a soft shade of purple, you know that I am on the edge with you...needing release of my own. I reach down with one hand...and squeeze my clit...bringing a quick bark of release from me....I then take my wet fingers from my pussy,....and slowly begin to play with your ass. One hand stroking your cock as my mouth works up and down....the other gently slipping into your juice slickened hole... As my finger enters you...I feel your balls contract more...knowing you are on the edge. I slowly turn my hand so that the palm is up....and push upwards with my finger finding your sensitive spot... Stroking, sucking, and fingering you faster and faster with each stroke. Hot, tight and wet.... your hips start to buck,..and I know that with the next few strokes I will have what I wanted....to taste you. Putting a little more pressure on your sensitive spot...and squeezing the base of your cock at just the right spot rewards me with the first splash of your cum in my mouth... As your orgasm overtakes you....you grab my hair....pulling on it harder this time... Once more my finger pushes, and you release the rest to me.....loudly yelling...full bodied pleasure sweeping you into the abyss.

My finger slowly leaving your clenching tightness. My mouth swallowing all of your creaminess....cleaning you fully....my hand slackening its hold.... My head falls to the side...resting on your hip...you can feel my breath coming in gasps...you become aware of wetness on your leg...and you remember through the haze of pleasure....hearing me call your name as I tumbled over the edge with you....

You pull my up to your side....legs and arms wrapping each other in tenderness....kiss my face softly...then my lips... My hands still lightly rubbing your chest...and we start to laugh...our only way to let the emotions, the amazement, the intensity of our experience out.....

Tick Tock Clock

So my biological clock has been nearing the alarm stage for a little while.... and it's driving me crazy. Seriously. I have always said that there is plenty of time, that I wanted to be sure... you know all of those things. In high school I watched as all of the other girls paired off with one of the guys, all of them too immature to even consider marriage, but all of them too horny, and too guilt ridden to fuck without being married. You see I went to a christian private school. No, we must not see the private dangly bits of the guys unless you are married to them. Within 6 months of graduation 98% of the graduating class were married.

I went on to work, sing in a band, party, travel and generally just have a good time. My older sister got married at 18, without graduating, and at 5 months pregnant. I was 13. He happened to be a very abusive man, and my sister wasn't terribly mature herself. So I was fortunate to see plenty of things that I did not want to happen with me, and I took the necessary precautions to ensure it.

Turning 25 and watching all of my friends start to get divorces, and raise children on their own, kinda reinforced to me that I made the right decision. I saw my older sister resented that she had 4 children and never went anywhere except locally.... and yet I was traveling all over Canada and the US. I thought it would have been obvious that it was in her control not to get pregnant LOL. Silly me!

Anyway...when I was turning 30, didn't bother me in the least. Everyone around me kept watching to see if I was going to have a breakdown. OMG shes not married... no babies. I was quite happy actually. It just never came. But in order to console all my family and close friends, because THEY were having the breakdown, I bought a sports car. hehehe

Now I am 37... and I am feeling the need. I'll keep you posted to see if its the real need or if its just time for me to hit the snooze button again.